Dear God…….

If you had to write God a letter, what would it say, would you have a conversation as you would with a friend or would you restrict yourself? I am learning that communication with God is so important that he is my father and even though some people restrict their emotions, I let it all out. I cry to him, scream at him and sometimes have a great one on one about LIFE! It’s hard to have communication when it’s just one-sided for you never really hear him but he answers in the ways of the world, “your world”.

What would yours say………..

Dear God,

I wake up every day and thank you for all my blessings the day before and for those ahead. I pray for those in need and everyone I love for you to guide & protect them from harm. I often am angry with your decisions for me,  I know I am supposed to let you guide me but at times I think I know more than you & you always prove me wrong. When at glance my life has had so many ups and downs, more downs sometimes I never understand your plan. Am I not seeing the learning lessons you are providing for me?  I know you already wrote my story and I am just living it out but can you edit just a few things? Can you bring back those who have left and maybe if they saw me now things can be different? The heartache and pain is so much I can barely breathe some days. I know that I am supposed to trust you on who you bring into my life and whom you take out but sometimes GOD I WANT THINGS MY WAY!

I know some of the crosses were to make me a strong woman and I think I am on most days. But days when I am unsure can you at least send me a sign you are there, listening, maybe taking notes.

I know you are father and my guider, I must learn to fully trust in your plan. I know I don’t know what you have in store for me but I will always try to make the right decisions and have the strength and courage to live up to the challenges ahead. I just ask Lord  at times of weariness bring me back to faith, love and your home.

Talk to you later Lord!

Love your daughter!

ME

XOXOXO

 

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ptrainer00

At 42 years old I'm finally learning the purpose of life. Life changed for me this year in ways I could never have imagined, at my darkest days God showed me the light and brought me back to life. Sometimes you must lose it all in order to start again and this time with meaning. Being greatful for the blessings you have and for the blessing you can bestow on others. Realizing what is truly important in life is the impact you bring on others. I had always wanted to use my personal training to give women back power, power that I felt the first time I fell after a bad break up. I used training to rebuild myself but as explained in My Story is was never a complete rebuild. This year being ripped to my core I was able to rebuild myself not in the physical sense this time but the mental, emotional and spiritual foundations. See being fit is about completion of mind, body & spirit. I want to be able to help women see their true potential in life and each other.

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