If you had to write God a letter, what would it say, would you have a conversation as you would with a friend or would you restrict yourself? I am learning that communication with God is so important that he is my father and even though some people restrict their emotions, I let it all out. I cry to him, scream at him and sometimes have a great one on one about LIFE! It’s hard to have communication when it’s just one-sided for you never really hear him but he answers in the ways of the world, “your world”.
What would yours say………..
I wake up every day and thank you for all my blessings the day before and for those ahead. I pray for those in need and everyone I love for you to guide & protect them from harm. I often am angry with your decisions for me, I know I am supposed to let you guide me but at times I think I know more than you & you always prove me wrong. When at glance my life has had so many ups and downs, more downs sometimes I never understand your plan. Am I not seeing the learning lessons you are providing for me? I know you already wrote my story and I am just living it out but can you edit just a few things? Can you bring back those who have left and maybe if they saw me now things can be different? The heartache and pain is so much I can barely breathe some days. I know that I am supposed to trust you on who you bring into my life and whom you take out but sometimes GOD I WANT THINGS MY WAY!
I know some of the crosses were to make me a strong woman and I think I am on most days. But days when I am unsure can you at least send me a sign you are there, listening, maybe taking notes.
I know you are father and my guider, I must learn to fully trust in your plan. I know I don’t know what you have in store for me but I will always try to make the right decisions and have the strength and courage to live up to the challenges ahead. I just ask Lord at times of weariness bring me back to faith, love and your home.
Talk to you later Lord!
Love your daughter!