I promised myself when starting this blog to always keep it real for that is the truth being told. I know it’s experiences that we all go thru and struggle with sometimes so I will need your support as well.
Recently while walking in the path of this New Year (yeap day 3) I have witnessed some pretty painful removals from my life. They say god keeps giving you the same lesson until you finally learn it well this time I think I got it. Did you ever pray so hard for something and no matter how hard you talked to god it never manifested?
I told you all I would keep it honest and I prayed so hard that the love of my life and I could have another chance, that he may finally see ME AS I REALLY AM! But god had a different plan for him for he is getting married and having a baby. All the dreams I had with him are now gone and I must learn to let go inevitably. The pain is of course unreal and the hurt that god didn’t answer my prayers leaves so much doubt. I can sit and be angry but its not going to change the facts or gods plan…..
My friend who has been a follower of Christ for quite some time just keeps reminding me to trust in him and I am weary.
What advice you all have for me? I could use some pointers on re-grouping right about NOW!