The Final Piece

First off HAPPY EASTER to you and your family! Today as Christian’s we mark the day of the unbelievable miracle of the Resurrection of our dear Jesus!

As this day approached the troubles and heartaches I have been dealing with the past couple weeks rose to the surface. I have been praying for guidance and although the signs have always been there I tried to listen to what I wanted instead of what he wanted for me.  I’ve been hanging on to this person from my old life so that I could still have the comfort of familiarity & so the old me could still linger a bit.  But holding on to this meant having the constant feeling of nothingness, a feeling in my past relationships I become so familiar with. Time after time this individual would let me down, break plans or never acknowledge me as a human being, as you can imagine it plays with your entire being. Especially when you’ve invested your heart into the equation. Yesterday after the final let down I closed my eyes and prayed, if this is the final puzzle piece I have to place to completely close that chapter completely then so be it. I know there will be the pain of letting go but there is always strength to be found when done. I have gone thru worse and it is thru that, that I know I deserve to be treated better no matter what the relationship stems from.  Thank you God for the blessing that will come out of letting go! I know I may not see it but there is always purpose in your plan.

John 11:25  25 Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. The one who believes in me will live, even though they die;”



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At 42 years old I'm finally learning the purpose of life. Life changed for me this year in ways I could never have imagined, at my darkest days God showed me the light and brought me back to life. Sometimes you must lose it all in order to start again and this time with meaning. Being greatful for the blessings you have and for the blessing you can bestow on others. Realizing what is truly important in life is the impact you bring on others. I had always wanted to use my personal training to give women back power, power that I felt the first time I fell after a bad break up. I used training to rebuild myself but as explained in My Story is was never a complete rebuild. This year being ripped to my core I was able to rebuild myself not in the physical sense this time but the mental, emotional and spiritual foundations. See being fit is about completion of mind, body & spirit. I want to be able to help women see their true potential in life and each other.

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